I feel kind of odd. This is the first time in awhile that I’ve been able to keep myself just busy enough to where I don’t get upset when Jody doesn’t text me back in a 3 minute span. It’s kind of weird. I’m trying this thing I where I just ignore what bothers me since it’s not a big deal anyways, but I make it one.. and just move on, be happy. It’s working. We haven’t had a “disagreement” in well over a week now and we usually get a little bumpy towards the end of every week due to not seeing each other and getting cranky about it. It’s nice but weird. Like I feel I haven’t even talked to him or seen him though I have. Hm. Maybe it’s just me.

Thank you. It truly meant a lot to know someone out there feels that way about me. I know I have friends that do, and are very helpful/supportive in anyway that they can be.. but to know “someone else” has high hopes for me, it warms my heart. Thank you.

I wish you weren’t anonymous when you reached out to me, though I judge none. It’s difficult to speak positively to someone without feeling awkward. :)

thissideofthefence:

Not meaning sexually.

But sensually, softly.

Fingers trailing on my skin while arms hold me close.

Love.